After we had our older son, who had a lot of developmental problems early on, we desperately wanted another child. I got pregnant quickly after I got my IUD out. We heard the baby's heartbeat, but at the next appointment we learned she had died. It happened again 6 months later. After the two losses, I went to see a Clairvoyant with a friend who asked me to go with her. The Clairvoyant told me there was a "soul circling you and wants to come to you." This gave my broken heart hope. About a year later, our rainbow baby was born and was everything the woman told me he would be. I do believe that our children find us, in whatever form that may be, when we are ready. I'm so happy yours found you and Lucy! <3