First off, I'm so very sorry for the loss of your sweet June.

This is such a truly enlightening piece in that I think a lot of women feel this way,. While not all of us have suffered the unbelievably terrible loss you have, I think many of us question if we are really "done." The truth is by the time we think we've made up our minds, biology kind of decides for us. I always wanted three kids, as I'm one of three. My husband is one of two. After a series of miscarriages and infertility issues, we ended up with two beautiful boys who mean everything to me.

But, there will always be a part of me that wanted that third. I think mostly because I will always want a daughter in addition to my two sons, but it is what it is at this point. I'm the same age as you, but my husband got a vasectomy after our second. It was a mutual decision, mostly because pregnancy and post partum life didn't agree with me. Maybe we'll adopt one day, who knows.

Gave you a follow - I was follower number 666. 😬 I promise I'm not the anti-Christ lol.